FlirtingWithInsanity

So um...I've gotten really good at this whole disappearing act thing, haven't I? I'm so sorry! ~imdeadplz (https://www.deviantart.com/imdeadplz) I just typed up all my reasons for not being on here and deleted them because it all sums up to two things.  I've been really busy lately, and I got a concussion on Easter that caused issues that just made it hard to be on the computer. I'm all better now though.  I feel fine, the headaches are few and far between, and it'll all be officially done with once I take the cognitive test in 2 weeks.  My first experience with Urgent Care sucked....they just told me that I couldn't drive and I had to get checked out at the Emergency Roo

I took my sister through a drive-thru for some ice cream tonight.  While we were waiting for our order, I noticed the lady in the car behind us looked stressed or maybe she was just having a bad day.  I asked the cashier at the window if I could pay for the person behind me too.  He asked if I knew them, and I said no-I just felt like doing something nice for her.  And she had a dog in the car with her, so she couldn't have been a terrible person. (Dog lovers are usually cool people in my book.  :thumbsup:) Anyway, the cashier gave me a weird look when I said I didn't know the person that I wanted to pay for, but he took my card and I paid.

There are so many things I wish I had the money to do.  I would want to do a lot for myself and my family, but I also wish I could do little things here and there for strangers. I love paying for the person behind me when I'm in a drive thru-I don't even wait to see the expression on that person's face.  I just hope it brightens their day and hope that the small kindness will be passed along somehow. I wish I could do more though.  A lot more. My concern: if I actually HAD enough money to do everything I wanted, would it corrupt my soul? Would I become a selfish, godless person? I don't know. There are two songs that come to mind whenev